i had a dream some few even weeks ago.
an enormous tower with doors on every level; one would not have been able to see the top. looking down at me from the second level; a girl, my-age, green-checkered-skirt, blonde-hair, black-sweater, white-shirt, a-smile. i took her on a tour of my dreams. every one that was ever dreamt.
the top tiers of the tower were dreamless. and old. and dusty.
one door that leads to my nightmares. every one that was ever had. the girl steps through and walks into a large courtyard. of stairs, broken furniture, rafters. no doors; the nightmares reside in the shadows.
she smiles back to me, "i am here for you."

heaven's gonna burn my eyes.
01.24.2005
12.12 gmt -05.00

atlanta gave me such a farewell gift today, i could could not contain my glee. dammit! as i beheld what was in a past life, my driver side rear window. bastard stole my new laptop bag (empty). little does he know that within said bag! is a rat. carrying slimey doom.

roll fortitude save dc 21 bitch.

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i am here at glass inc. getting my window replaced, and i am connected to the same wifi network that one can connect to from commexpress... which is a bit aways from here... bless whomever's soul setup this network.

postscript:
the lady sitting across from me keeps staring...
01.07.2005
01.14 gmt -05.00